Nobody needs to know what I'm thinking or how I'm feeling and it changes every hour, so it all doesn't really matter to anybody but myself.
Also, I can talk shit and not have to deal with the reprocussions of such things.
Either way, I now see that it's better to have a huge wall up and not let people get to know you than to let anybody into your life ever. And that's pretty much where I stand from now on.
It's been fun, folks.